You Say You Saw Me Only When You Hold Me

'hold me'

you told me

you saw me

you say you saw me

you told me

you say you saw me only when you hold me

(October 22, 2018)

CONFESS

It all started the day I saw myself on the mirror...

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It all started the day l found myself miserable in best conditions.
It all started the day l was perfectly happy with what l achieved.
It all started the day l needed to do less to impress.
It all started the day l wanted to confess.
’This is not what you wanted…’

(September 17, 2018)

Row And Grow

Once l jumped, it was not me drawning into my life impatiently.
It was more like me sailing peacefully.
Me failing gracefully.
It was me healing gratefully...
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Here, there is no place for rumble but plenty for humming.
Getting rid of all my mixed feelings carried me to a plateau of stable floating.
And l am rowing.
And l am growing.

(October 1st, 2018)

SORROW

It feels like l found a new gateway
Where everything is defined with a new colorway
It’s not me but colors choosing where to go
I am just adding a few pieces to the flow
To grow,
To flow,
Some taste to sorrow

(October 1st, 2018)

Before I Fall

Barefoot with salty hair makes me high.
Always been a nature person, dunno why?
The sun , the moon , the earth , the sea
Till now, l was never ever moved by a tree.

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Fall is the season to let things go
Leaves are the tears
They drop, we grow

I stare, I dare, I care, I fall
I am making peace with autumn, l know...

(November 19th, 2018)

The Truth

Words make me look smart
But l don’t care
Feels like a huge pressure
But I won’t scare
Let me ask a few questions
Hope you care
Truth is the only answer
If you dare

(November 14th, 2018)

The Jump

That moment…
That moment when someone sets you free.
That moment when someone sets you free of your burdens.

Free of your doubts,
Free of your unnecessary exhaustion.
Free of who you are trying to be.

That moment…
That moment when the real pain hits you as ‘understanding’.
Understanding that how long have you waited there,
For nothing to come.

That moment…
That moment of relief was finally there...
...to jump.
And l jumped!

(September 29th, 2018)

Sorrow