WHAT WAS I MADE OF?, May 2023

Now, l want you to close your eyes...

here goes my recipe from the gardens of the paradise 

Listen to me carefully, because l will not tell it twice

Forget who you are the woman on the surface of the mirror said.

Tell me what you're made of

Hmm...lemme think l said

Pick a bloom of lilly

A bloom of gardenia

A bloom of jasmine

And a bloom of violet...

Make a spell and you will find me

You will find me in the best wine to your taste

Or in the most fresh bread you ever ate

l will be the very first detail coming to your mind

Remembering the last bite you took from the dessert that made you blind

I will be a part of all the things you see and l will make you forget them all

So, that I could be just for you, all

l will know your Tuesdays and Wednesdays

But l will only take trips from your Fridays to your Saturdays

Taking my essence in will save your soul

Fulfilling your day and night will make me a whole

Here,

You are

Now,

And yes l am kissing you.

Oh, yes, when tomorrow comes, you will remember this moment and you will say l am missing you

Surrender now and stop the fight

Yes, you will be wet all night

That kiss was like firesmoke, right?

A bouquette of blossoms were all over the place

l knowwww, trying not to blush for you is now a big fight

Seeing you trying to wipe your nose clean off  my essence is astonishing

But we both know that the way l kissed those fingertips  was also very promising

You will get back to that vision during another time you desperately want to take me in

Then one day, very randomly, you will smell my essence on another person's body in a big crowd.

When your bodies are passing by each other, l will quickly kiss you on the left side of your stiff-looking yet soft lips and l will be proud.

You will realize how important mapping is—because only with good mapping you can hunt down that beautiful two-second window for a moment of zipped intimacy when you pass very close by to another person’s body and you actually make use of it that pleasurably…

You will be confused and think is it me willing to or is it this spell making me wet all night, 

Your mind will moan and you will want to get another bite

You will be touching yourself and numbness will visit your toes 

Your hands will be scanning your surface while you are counting your holes

You will explode, get ready for the mess

Oh l see how much you would love to cum all over the place