GO FUCK YOURSELF, May 2023

Today, I wanted you
strange and sudden,
like a craving.

Like yesterdays that won’t fade.
Now be here,
strike a match.

Today, I hid you
pretending to cry,
like false prayers.

Like they will never come true.
Now burn out,
and be done.

Today, I missed you
odd and aching,
like years already gone.

Like days that will never end.
Now go,
and fuck yourself.