 
              
             
            GO FUCK YOURSELF, May 2023
Today, I wanted you
     strange and sudden,
     like a craving.
Like yesterdays that won’t fade.
Now be here,
    strike a match.
Today, I hid you
     pretending to cry,
     like false prayers.
Like they will never come true.
Now burn out,
       and be done.
Today, I missed you
     odd and aching,
     like years already gone.
Like days that will never end.
Now go,
      and fuck yourself.